Graham / Baby's first heartbeat

So I dont know if you all are Bachelor fans, but I am and when Brad left Deanna , and TOTALLY ruined the show I felt so bad for her even though I wanted Jenny to win. Well this season since they brought Deanna back, I have been so faithful to watch every episode and really have high hopes for who she is going to pick. Now out of the last four guys my favorites went Graham, Jessie, Jason and then LAST Jeremy. So when she said goodbye to Graham yesterday I was really sad, and I thought it was dumb that they didn't let the guys do like a letter or a video message or something. Graham did have some communication problems, but he was really cute and you could tell she was most excited to see him on their home dates. Well she sent him home and then she was crying (like usual) and she said "I was starting to fall in love and now what if I dont find love... " that broke my heart. I really hope she picks Jessie or Jason not Jeremy because their is just somethin about him that just isn't normal or human and it really bothers me. Anyways ladies let me know your takes and who your favorites are. Oh.. I really love Jessie cause he is just so real and so sincere, like just barely kissing her because he wanted their connection to be real, he doesnt just want to get in her pants. He does need a hair cut which hopefully he will get but he is a snowboarder and they need longer hair so they dont get cold. I hope that she makes the right choice.
On to my next subject.. I went to the doctors yesterday and I convinced Brett to go with me, well my doc was running behind because she had a emergency c section and then the baby had some complications, which on a normal day I would of been sad for the mother, and I was sad, but brett and I decided that we weren't going to have any of the special tests done to see if our child could possibly have something wrong with them. I know that God has a plan for us and if it is to raise a special needs child then, ok. I have such a peace about all of this and it is just amazing how not worried about any of that I am. So, anyways Brett had to leave before the Doc came in cause he had to get back to work, so he wasnt there for the actual heartbeat but I recorded it on my phone (thank goodness for technology today) so he got to hear it afterwards. I was just so happy to hear those little beats and know that my baby is ok and is going to be a real person someday. Then last night I had a little melt down, Brett was asleep and I had just finished the Bachelorette and I cuddled up to my husband and held my belly and just felt so blessed that I have a wonderful husband who loves me SO much and who I love so much and then our little baby was safely growing in my womb and at that moment I felt SO lucky , I just couldn't hold back my tears of joy. But I guess I will stop being all emotional .. GO JESSIE!!

Summer Games

I dont know if you all went but the Summer games opening ceremonies is probably the coolest thing to do in Cedar. They had all the maskots from the teams in Utah there, and we were sitting right where they were all hanging out so we got some pictures with them Kenzi just thought Cosmo was the coolest thing.

Crazy Weekend

Sorry mandy but I forgot to take my camera into the concert so I didn't get any good pictures, I was real sad about that.


But for those of you that don't know, Brett and I went down to Vegas on Friday and went and saw Kenny Chesney and Leann Rimes. It was really fun (even though we went ALONE) Kenny sang for like an hour and half just him, Unlce Cracker came out and it was his birthday so we sang to him, and Kenny tried to rap with him singing I wanna be a cowboy. The only bad thing was we had a lil girl behind us that was screaming bloody murder like thru the whole songs, not even when you do scream, so that really sucked cause I already had a headache from how loud the music was. We then drove back to my parents house arrived at 3 in the morning and then got up at 8, packed up stuff drove back to cedar packed up our camping stuff, then went and got food and then started our journey up to fish lake. It was ALOT of driving but I have a great husband that did most of it so I got to relax. We spent the night up at Fish lake with Lynsey and Dustin, Baca, Micheal and Jessica, my lil bro and Tera. They had rented lil fishing boats so when we got there we got to go fishing, and of course I still had flip flops on so I about lost my toes to frostbite. But I caught a fish and Brett didn't so I was pretty proud. Brett drove the boat while Baca and I fished. For those of you that don't know him, you should because he just amazes me. He only has one arm but yet he can do stuff better than just about anyone. He definitely out fished us all. As we were making our dinner for the night, I heard Tuffy start to kind of whine and a low bark/growl , so I look over to see who or what was there , I see two lil black feet and a lil bit of a white stripe, so instinctively I yell SKUNK... everyone starts like what where, Brett thought I was looking like far away, but NO he was digging in the trash that was tied in front of Micheal and Jessica's trailer. This was like about 8 in the evening , it is still light and we are all out and being loud. So.. the guys start to try to scare it off , throwing a few rocks, Brett keeps saying chase it , as long as it is running it can't spray you. They tried to get it out from under the trailer but the brave little thing didn't want to leave. So Micheal goes and grabs his rifle and tries to get a good shot in but the thing moves, mind you we are all screaming don't shoot it right here, chase it out, so on... Finally we hear BOOM, and then we look down its like moving a little, we all thought maybe he didn't kill it good enough, then the stench began. The little guy's head was blown clear off , but his nerves were working in his tail and he let off a little spray. Needless to say not only did we smell like gross camp fire but also a little bit of skunk. There were skunk guts all over the trailer some flew and hit Dustin in the pants, and some were on their cooler and spray. It was pretty awful and since I can't handle smells I began to throw up what little dinner I had already eaten. It was horrible no one wanted to eat after that little skunk was gone. Sorry If that is too graphic but these are true events. But after that , there really wasn't any more crazy things, just went to bed about froze got up made breakfast and started our long journey back home to teach our primary class. We got home twenty minutes before we had to teach, so we jumped in the shower REALLY fast put some clothes on and headed to church. Our weekend was really quite full of adventure but it was fun definitely something to remember.